Call Me Verdean by Avitus B. Carle
I longed to be called Verdean, to find solace beneath the cracked bell in Philadelphia
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I no longer harangue every desk nurse at every hospital for a taxonomic breakdown of her bills. I don’t ask for the numbers of the Benadryl, the water cups, the abdominal touches done with gloved hands. I am the most American I’ve ever been—she costs what she costs and I eat it.
I longed to be called Verdean, to find solace beneath the cracked bell in Philadelphia
Every morning, he’d feel as if tiny creatures were wriggling from his cheekbones, his nose scrunching lopsidedly and at random as he blinked himself into consciousness.
Accidentally, I killed a pediatric patient as a hospital nurse.
It’s now that I feel joy for the yellow morning.
Most people confuse comfort with happiness.